Baby on the Brain

So Kandice I'm copying your last post about likes and dislikes of being pregnant, so thanks it was fun to think of some of my own!
I love waking up each morning and checking my pregnancy app on my phone to see that I'm one day closer to my due date and reading the daily tips. I don't know why but this just makes me so happy! As does (and I know Leandra can relate to this one!) each Thursday when I start a new week in my pregnancy.
I hate that I'm 5 months and still only half way, I always forget to count the entire 9th month.
I love feeling my belly in the morning and thinking that it grew so much through the night without me constantly rubbing it.
I hate that none of my shirts fit like they should and I only have like 3 that I can wear. I'm sure people think I should try shopping sometime, but I really don't want to bring myself to buy maternity clothes that I'll only wear for 4 months, such a waste!
I love feeling my little girl kick, it almost makes my stomach feel sick sometimes when she kicks just right and I feel like I want to throw her up! Jk I would never do that!
I hate that my face thinks it is a 15 year old going through puberty and nothing I do seems to make it any better.
I love going to my ultra sounds and seeing proof that there is a baby inside of me and how much bigger she is each time I go.
I hate when I forget to take my vitamins and feel like I'm already failing at being a parent! It happens right?
I loved Cades face when he felt her kick for the first time the other day. Priceless!
I hate when I stress out about being prepared when I go into labor and having my bag perfectly packed and all of the babies things ready to go! I only have what? 4 months to get that taken care of and yet I still get anxiety thinking it won't be done.
I love that I can use the "I'm pregnant" card whenever I am super moody and irritable and Cade can't argue with me about it.
I hate that I can't wear cute summer clothes and pick out cute swimming suits!
I love how much joy she has already brought me and she isn't even born yet!
I do hate looking at the cup half empty and thinking really, I'm only half way? I should think, yes! I'm halfway!
I love checking babysteals.com every morning at 9am just to make sure I'm not missing out on anything. Thanks to my sister-in-law Tara for getting me hooked on that site, it's definitely addicting!!
I hate when once in a blue moon Cade is moody. I don't think he should be entitled to any moody days while I'm pregnant, only me.
I love the fruit and veggie comparisons that all the books and websites refer to my little baby, which by the way she is a banana or a butternut squash now! Exciting I know!
But overall the good definitely outweighs the bad and I actually love being pregnant so far it has been a great experience! I can't wait for her to be here and can't wait to be a mom!
PS Can I be counted in Mother's Day this year? Ha ha only joking, but kinda not...:)

Missouri??

A couple of weekends ago Cade and I made a trip to St. Louis, Missouri to check out a Chiropractic College. Cade has been doing some deep soul searching trying to find out what he really wants to be and do in life. He has always talked about becoming a chiropractor because of his brother Braden's father-in-law who is an incredible chiropractor. He's also been thinking about financial advising because it would go along more with his degree. He's been stressing and I feel bad for him because he's had a really hard time sleeping lately. We decided we should go check out this college so that he could have a better idea of what he would really be doing and if the schooling would really be something he would even want to get into. Laney, Braden's father-in-law is the director of the Sports and Rehabilitation center in the college and so he showed us around and we also attended "Slice of Logan" which is the orientation for the Logan College. The campus is beautiful and so green, it feels more like a nature scene than a campus with all of it's trees and ponds. I was very surprised that Missouri was so pretty! It reminded me of Oregon a little. If Cade did this he would graduate with a Masters in Sports Medicine and a Doctorate of Chiropractic, this would be so awesome for him. We both felt really good about the whole experience, because the college is awesome and is the top college for chiropractic study. So we are now just continuing to do a lot of praying and weighing the options for what will be best for us, because if Cade decides to go the Chiropractic route we would be in St. Louis for 3 years. Really I think it would fly by because we will be super busy with school and the new baby. I would try to get going on my Masters as well, and so we would both be preoccupied. I've also really been thinking about what I would like to get my masters degree in and I'm thinking either counseling and then getting involved with LDS counseling, or else Secondary Education Counseling. I would be really excited about either of these degrees. So anyway, we feel like we have a lot of big decisions to make, especially because the baby will be here soon and if Cade started the program in September I would deliver in Missouri! (Scary for me a little) I wouldn't really know my doctor at all, but I guess people do this all the time. My family is also very concerned that they won't see us or the baby very much. I would be really sad about this too, but there are always Holidays and after 3 years we could be even closer than ever, forever! (That's a nice thought!!) He could also start the program in January if he needs more classes to get in and then we would probably go to St. George in the meantime and Cade would work at the Tax Club again to earn some money for the program. We have a lot to think about, that's for sure! On a less stressful, and happier note on the 21st of March Cade and I felt our little girl hiccuping! It was the cutest thing ever, I put Cade's hand on my belly and he was like, "Oh my gosh I felt her move!" I hurried to put my hand where his was and we both sat there amazed at the consistent little bump we felt every few seconds! It was such a big event for us! I have been feeling her move more and more ever since and I love it so much. She is so lively and I can't wait to see her!

Baby News!!

For all of you who voted girl you were....RIGHT!! We are having a little baby girl and I am so excited to finally know what she is. So at our ultra sound yesterday, Cade and I both were thinking it was a boy. I had just felt so strongly that it was a boy because of dreams and because our last ultrasound we thought we saw a little peep. Well dreams are wrong....ha ha at least for me, and my advice for all of you out there is to stay neutral on the sex of the baby because if you're like me I just hate to be wrong! I think Cade may have been a little disappointed to not get his boy, but he is very excited for a girl and I know he's going to be such a softy, it's just what he needed to get in touch with his feminine side! I love him he was so cute at the ultrasound even though it wasn't a boy and he is going to be the best dad ever. Now I'm so excited to start narrowing down names and buying cute material to make blankets and shopping for little girl clothes. They make such cute clothes for girls. Tink is way excited she's getting a baby sister and I can't wait to see her reaction to her. Well, that's the latest for us now and if any of you have any cute ideas for names or see any cute material for quilts let me know! Now this gaby girl just needs to hurry up and get here!!

PS American Idol sucks this year and I can't believe they sent my girl Kaitlyn home BOO!

Put the Lime in the Coconut...

Hey little blog it's been such a long time! I can't believe it's almost Valentines Day, time seems like it goes so slow in my pregnancy but so fast at the same time. Everyday I wake up and I think, "One day closer to another week being over in my pregnancy." I have decided I am one of the most impatient people in the world because I cannot wait until I find out what I'm having. Boy or Girl the big question... I have pondered over it so much lately! At first I didn't have a feeling either way but now I think it is a boy. I have had about 5 dreams that it is a boy and now I can't really picture it being a girl. I still really would love a girl and if it is, I will be super excited, but for now I'm convinced it's a boy. Right now my little baby, whatever it may be is the size of a large lime! Cade and I drove over to Kanab yesterday and got an ultrasound because my sister Katie knows the radiology people and they did it for free. We both could not believe how much the baby has changed since the first ultrasound! It actually looked like a little baby, it was moving around so much and we could see the little arms, legs, fingers, and toes! We also got to hear the heartbeat! It actually seemed more real to me when I saw it on the little screen. I haven't been sick other than a little nausea here and there, and so I haven't really felt pregnant yet. Seeing the little thing just made it seem more real somehow and I got so excited! The only things that remind me I'm pregnant is the fact that I don't feel like eating anything but cereal, Knor Rice Sides, and crackers, cheese, and pickle combos. My sense of smell is very magnified which can really be unfortunate at times. I am still very tired and have little energy, I hope this changes soon! I am almost done with the first trimester and that makes my pregnancy seem like it is moving by faster! So not much else going on here but countdowns, countdowns to the bachelor each week which has become my new must see series of the week! I hate that Allie left by the way, could she have been anymore dramatic? These things make me think that it is totally scripted just to bring in more drama. You know she'll be back! I really don't know who to root for now she's gone, I don't really like any of the other girls. Well anyway that's my pregnant life for now I'll try to keep up the updates!

Back to the blogging scene!

So I decided once and for all to start a blog up again. I am really wanting to become more of an active blogger because Cade and I are starting a little family together and I want to keep up on all of the little fun things that happen between now and when I deliver the baby, and after the baby is born! I want to be able to remember this special time in our lives and share it with our children to come! A lot has happened since my last blog including finding out we're having a baby! That was such exciting news for us! We decided in October that if it happened it was meant to be and so we were a little surprised to have it happen so soon! We have already started thinking of names for both a boy or a girl and I can't wait to find out what it is! We said we don't care what it is but I know Cade would be really excited if it's a boy, and I would be really excited if it's a girl! (I think they're more fun!) So in about 2 months we'll be able to find out, and I can't wait. My due date is Sep. 2, and I've been reading up on all the little pregnancy websites and reading my books about how my baby is changing. They say the baby is the size of a blueberry right now and so I call it my little blueberry for now! Tink is doing great, I don't know how she'll handle the baby when it comes though, I'm sure she'll be a little bent out shape for awhile but hopefully she'll warm up to it. I however have been nauseous and have had a hard time having an appetite, nothing sounds good to me, and it's weird not being able to get the normal hunger pains, instead I have sick pains and I want to throw up. I'm hoping I'll get to feeling better further along in the pregnancy, until then I'll be eating saltine crackers, and drinking sprite! Cade is such a happy little camper, it was so cute to see his little face light up at the ultra sound. When we saw the heart beat I thought he might shed a tear or two! He is so excited and has been really supportive of me and helped me out a lot. He is good to get me things and run to the store when I have a sudden craving for popcicles. He even went to the first exam when I got my awesome pap smear, ha ha he probably won't ever have the desire to do that again. But overall it's been a really good experience for us and we can't wait until it comes!
Other than baby talk we have been pretty busy with work and school. Cade is also gone quite often working out and staying in shape for Pro Day in March. He has signed with an agent and they are working together to get Cade the best opportunities for a possible career in the NFL. He is very absorbed and focused on that right now but we are both very excited to see what will happen in the next few months for our future. We know that whatever happens will happen for a reason and we can only hope for the best!
So with this blog I hope to post more frequently and have my memories recorded because someday someone may want to remember them! If not, I guess it will just be fun to write down my thoughts! I have a lot of them these days!